i'm learning to love myself. and i don't deserve what you've been doing to me.


i stil dunno hw u do it.
promise me something WHILE doing the total opposite of what you promised.
jus nw was the last straw.
you knoe just how to hurt me.
whr it hurts the most.
so stop being in denial and telling me shit lyk
"i love u. i dun wan this. i wan u" or
"i hate hurting u" or
"idk how to hurt u"
cuz u do it lyk a professional.




u wan me?
no, i dun tink so.
u certainly havent done anything to prove that.




i'm keepg my frens.
cuz my frens wanna continue being my frens.
n obviously, i stil care for them and wan to grow old with them.
n i figured it was onli fair that they get a say in what they want.
n im damn happy tt im nt givg them up to sm1 who doesn't tink of my feelgs in the 1st plc.



i'm sorry,
bt u've been stripped off the title of being "the luckiest girl in the world".
next pls.

dear mira


i shld jus shut up already.
bt i cant.
im turning suicidal.

i guess u've forgotten to listen to wad i dun sae.
n even when i sae it, u jus ignore me all the same.
n i guess u've forgotten wad my face looks lyk when im hurt.
smile more, is easy to say.
a smile is easy to fake.
bt my eyes cant lie.
and of all people, i thot u might've known tat.
jus cuz im physically thr,
and im smiling,
doesn't mean i dont hurt.

n yes, i care.
i care enuff to allow myself to hurt rather than havg other ppl hurt.
i guess i wont try tellg u anymore.
im sorry.
todae was my mistake.
ur the only 1 tat im in contact with,
i've left the rest.
n ur ignoring me.

if u dun wan me here, i'll leave.